Mándenme una foto de mi vida tal como debería ser en realidad u_u

I never had a dream that I could follow through.
Only tears left to stain, dry my eyes once again.
I don't know who I am, or what I'm gonna do.
Been so long I've been hopelessly confused.
This can never really end, its infinitely sad.
Can someone tell me when
Something good became so bad.
So if you have a cure
To me would you please send
A picture of my life
With a letter telling how
it should really be instead.

The precipice is there
But will I ever dare
Throw myself in the sky, so at last I can die.
See I've become a man
Who holds nothing too dear.
Who will mind if I just disappear.
This can never really end, it's infinitely sad.
Can someone tell me when
Something good became so bad.
So if you have a cure
To me would you please send
A picture of my life
With a letter telling how
it should really be instead.